hollowed and hallowed

a black and white photograph of a hollowed out bowl

I am beyond delighted and honored to have received the third place award for Best Writing – Analysis from the Catholic Media Association for my article “Hollowed and Hallowed: Vocation Minister as Leader into the Future” in Horizon: Journal of the National Religious Vocation Conference 49:3 (Summer 2024) 18-22.


“Sometimes ministry can leave a person feeling hollowed out.
That experience has potential to create a sacred space in which the Spirit may be alive and at work.”

I am grateful to editor-extraordinaire Carol Schuck-Scheiber and all the folks at NRVC who are leaders in vocations work and who publish phenomenal resources for both discerners and ministers. I have enjoyed many years of collaboration with them and with their partner Patrice J. Tuohy of TrueQuest Communications. Congratulations to them for multiple awards from the Catholic Media Association.

Horizon has graciously given me permission to post my article for you. Enjoy and let me know what you think!

where is wisdom?

monk holding prayer beads

Wednesday of the Seventh Week in Ordinary Time
Lectionary: 343

Sirach 4:11-19
Psalm 119:165,168,171,172,174,175
Mark 9:38-40

Where is the wisdom we have lost in knowledge?

― T.S. Eliot in The Waste Land and Other Poems

Look around you. Look within you. Gathered in the beautiful and fragile pieces of our lives, Wisdom is here.

  • Wisdom is in the wood and stone of our homes that have stood witness day after day to our joys and sorrows, praises and lamentations.
  • Wisdom is in the books and rosary beads worn smooth from decades of prayer.
  • Wisdom is in our tired bodies that often creak like wooden pews yet persist, nevertheless, in holding the spaciousness that welcomes God.

Wisdom is here.

In the time of the Hebrew Scriptures, wisdom was traditionally associated with rulers. In Proverbs 8:15, for example, it says that it is through Wisdom that “kings reign and princes decree justice”. Leaders such as Solomon were known for their wisdom and for praying that God might help them support and guide the people.

Yet in today’s passage from Sirach, something new is unfolding. The Wisdom about which Sirach speaks goes beyond this traditional understanding of Wisdom. Wisdom is something that not located in one leader or person but is present in all of creation.

Wisdom is here. Wisdom is in you, wisdom is in me, and wisdom is in the “we”.

Jesus echoes this turn in understanding Wisdom when in Mark 9:38-40 John confronts him with the news that non-disciples are healing people in Jesus’ name. Jesus’ response is open and spacious, unthreatened and sure. He affirms the power of God within not only those “officially designated” to act in his name, but all who embrace that deep inner call to follow the path of the Gospel. Like Sirach, Jesus understands that the gifts of God are not for the designated few, but for all.

Wisdom is here.

This Wisdom that we hold, and which holds us, is indeed the greatest of all gifts. Recall how Solomon, who as King could ask for anything and make it happen with all his power and money, asked only for this – Wisdom – not for self-serving rewards like long life or the death of his enemies, but for Wisdom.

My dear sisters and brothers and kin, we live today in deeply troubled times. It seems that Wisdom itself has been fired from its job. It is understandable that in the face of chaos and overwhelm, we respond again and again with the words, “I don’t know”.

“I don’t know what to do”.
“I don’t know how to survive this”.
“I don’t know how to help”.
“I don’t know how to make a difference”.

It feels awful to say, “I don’t know”, yet these three words are not words of resignation, nor of weakness, nor of inaction. No. In fact, these words are powerful beyond measure.

“I don’t know” is the doorway to Wisdom. It is the soul opening up to the more, the depths, the spaciousness within which we must dwell always, but most especially in troubling times.

Wisdom calls us to discern, to see things from God’s perspective. We must trust that what we need to know, what we need to do, will emerge. And as Sirach writes, when we trust Wisdom, wisdom will reveal to us “treasures of knowledge and an understanding of justice.” (Sirach 4:17-18)

Wisdom is here. Wisdom is in you, wisdom is in me, and wisdom is in the “we”.

Remember who you are, and whose you are. Speak the power of the words “I don’t know” and allow yourself to sink deeply into the Wisdom that is breathing within you. Speak the words “I don’t know” again and again and explore that emptiness – “Wisdom’s inmost chambers” as scripture says – within which God reveals Godself. Speak the words “I don’t know” in the solitude of your heart and in the midst of community.

Wisdom is here.

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image : “Worn Wisdom” by Aaron Greenwood on Unsplash

do not give into the weaponization of division

Memorial of Saint Frances Xavier Cabrini, Virgin
Lectionary: 493

Titus 3:1-7
Psalm 23:1-6
Luke 17:11-19

I can’t say that I am particularly enamored of first reading today. The first verse reminding the people “to be under the control of magistrates and authorities, to be obedient” struck a raw nerve with me particularly in light of how much we as a country have wrestled with what kind of leader we want and how we expect our government to serve “we the people”.

The author of the letter to Titus has a thing for keeping the peace in terms of the law and the household. The author, who wrote in the Apostle Paul’s name, insists that everyone play their part and dutifully fulfill their roles and responsibilities. This is not necessarily a bad thing, but it becomes a problem when those roles and responsibilities are shaped by an ideology that grants some people their full human dignity while simultaneously denying it for others.

Though a member of the Christian community, the author of the letter to Titus sometimes reflects more the society around him, than the life of following Jesus the Christ. This particular section of his letter comes on the heels of his exhortations to “older women” that they be

reverent in their behavior, not slanderers, not addicted to drink, teaching what is good so that they may train younger women to love their husbands and children, to be self-controlled, chaste, good homemakers under the control of their husbands, so that the word of God may not be discredited. (Titus 2:3-5)

“Duties for older and younger men are stated, but their duties are not connected to the household: their behavior to their wives and children is not mentioned.” (Joanna Dewey, “Titus” in Women’s Bible Commentary, 604) Similarly, while slaves are exhorted to obey their masters, there is no mention of the responsibilities of the masters in how to treat people who are enslaved. (Titus 2:9-10)

On the one hand, I can’t blame the author of Titus for reaffirming the status quo. Nobody wants mayhem. Nobody wants mass chaos. (The author doesn’t yet see how the status quo is also responsible for dehumanizing women and enslaved persons.)

On the other hand, the author of Titus knows better. He’s the same guy who eloquently calls people to “be peaceable, considerate, exercising all graciousness toward everyone.” And it is Titus who recognizes that we know how to be this way because of the mercy, “kindness and generous love of God”. (3:4-5)

In the new Christian communities, not only women and enslaved persons but lepers, strangers and other “normal candidates” for discrimination are given their full dignity and respect, at least as much as could be expressed at that time and place in history. Christians saw in Jesus the mercy, kindness and generous love of God extended to everyone. They also saw in Jesus one who did not discriminate based on gender, religion, age, politics, or cultural or social norms.

Reading between the lines, we see in the author of Titus a person still very much struggling to work out how everything fits together how to integrate his newfound life in Jesus and his teachings in a world that looked at values, roles and responsibilities, leadership, governance, and human dignity from a very different framework. Further, as a Christian leader, the author of Titus likely felt under pressure to conform to “the control of magistrates and authorities” so as not to cause waves for the newly-established Christian community.

His struggle was real.

And our struggle today is real too.

We live in a nation that is divided, vehemently divided. And some of our “magistrates and authorities” – as well as anyone with a fancy enough soap box – are weaponizing that divide and turning kin against one another.

We’ve got to sidestep this weaponization and not give into making enemies of our own kin, even in the name of the gospel. What do we choose to say, to do about the politics of our time from our rootedness in the mercy, kindness and generous love of God? How do we align ourselves with those who are discriminated against today (which may likely be ourselves) and at the same time reach out peaceably to our kin who would believe differently? How do we know when to angrily overturn the tables or turn the other cheek?

This is a time for deep discernment, my friends, personally and together as a community of faith.

There is work to be done.

As Jesus says to the Samaritan who was made clean from leprosy in today’s Gospel (Luke 17:19)

“Stand up and go;
your faith has saved you.”

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image : adapted from Santiago Gaughan / The Cougar